how am i supposed to forget you when every time i go outside i see things that remind me of you
- garbage cans
- dog shit
- asshole people
- those babies that you want to punch in the face because they wont stop crying no matter what
I saw you growing up. Closely. I had the privilege to watch every single little change in your body and personality. We have the same age. Exactly the same age. No hours or minutes, neither seconds of difference. I saw your first smile, your first laugh. I saw your becoming friends with lovely people. And with not-so-lovely ones. I saw you suffering because of many reasons. I saw people calling you fat. I saw you ignoring it. I saw you purging. I saw you fasting. I saw you self-harming. I saw you being diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I saw you taking those pills. I saw you dying. I saw the life leaving your eyes.
Now I don’t see anything. All I can do is to look back and think about what went wrong.
Dear mood swings,
Please fuck you.
stop enforcing the idea that u need 2 be in a relationship 2 be happy sometimes u just need more cereal